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I'm really depressed. I have no way to get to two needed doctor appointments on Thursday since I'm in this chair. Paratransit in this town sucks. I ordered food from Walmart and the whole process was over-priced and incomplete. My ankle really hurts. I was holding off on the pain pills but screw that. I really wanted to go outside today but there's a six inch drop from the apartment complex main door to the sidewalk. My roommate is being a jerk so I just avoid him. I fell for a woman I'll never see again. A major part of me is saying to myself fuck this, just hop on a one-way flight to Belize and live on the beach as long as I can. But I can't walk. I don't know what to do. Somebody's coming over tomorrow to talk, about what I have no idea. Still waiting for that narcotic pain pill to kick in. Over and out.